I've been really overwhelmed since the accident. It's making me exhausted and kinda short fused. I'm really sorry about that, Kiddo...I promise I'm trying to get myself together. But, it is giving us some really low key days where you get to pull out every single toy in the house and make it absolutely impossible to keep it clean! That's fun, right? Today's mess was mostly car based, and was mostly (anally) organized. We call that the East Lot. That's about a third of your cars right now. Maybe two thirds. You would think that you had enough, but you not only continue to want more, but seem to know every car on the lot! Know and care about! Equal parts cute and weird, Mister...
Dolly and Rosie came over to make pizza with us, and you were SO EXCITED to see Ro! "Rories? Where's that Rories?" for an hour before she came, and the rest of the night once she left. It's so interesting to see you talking about her because while it's been obvious that you guys have a relationship - a close one - there's been no language on this end to back that up. I wonder if every time she left in the past you were thinking about her and wondering where she was and why she had to leave... Oh sweetpea, I'm so emotional right now. I could cry at not knowing what you've been thinking...I could cry at knowing now what you're thinking...I could cry at some day not being allowed to know again... I suppose my energies would be better spent pointing out that while you were waiting for dinner to be completed, Ro was rubbing your back! EEE!! You two, Man... Sigh...
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